Monthly Archives: May 2014

Day 141 to ??? – The Day…

Today I set this and everything else to private… Pretty sure that whatever remained of my heart is dead now… I am stepping away from the world for a bit…

Day 139 & 140 – Snapshots…

The weather is getting colder, winter seems to be arriving in spite of global warmings best efforts to stop it… I like winter, people stay inside and eat comfort foods… Winter is my kind of season, I would be a bear if I could, that’s the hibernation type, not the hairy and wear leather pants type… The only problem with winter is it doesn’t last long enough, even if I see my shadow, I will still need to emerge sometime mid spring, 10 kilos heavier and afraid of sunlight… You will have to excuse the melancholy, I am missing a girl I shouldn’t miss… One shouldn’t look at pictures while sulking in a cave… It reminds you of days in the sun… It reminds you that you had good times… It reminds you of things you did wrong… The only thing I don’t like about a long winter is spending it alone…

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Day 136 to 138 – In a corner…

Seriously and severely flat at the moment… You know one of those weeks where people you don’t want to hear from contact you, and the people that would make you feel better are no where to be seen… Lonely when I am alone is bad enough, lonely with people is just horrendous…

Maybe an evening reading in my favorite corner will help….

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Day 134 & 135 – Just like Gary Numan said…

Here in my car
I feel safest of all
I can lock all my doors
It’s the only way to live
In cars.

I bought a grown up practical car yesterday, it was that or get another tattoo…

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It’s the size of a whale, and it’s white… So obviously I shall call it…. Moby? Probably not…

Very tired today, pretty sure I am on the edge of that whole, spent to long getting stuff done and will be paying for it with a crash… I don’t really learn, but I don’t have a choice… Pretty sure I have been at best cold and distracted and worst rude… But I will pay for it this week so that should even things out…

The new car is nice though…

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Day 133 – Another one off The Bucket List..:

I was running late for everything today because I was raided by the FCC this morning (or the Australian equivalent)…

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Apparently my modem was blocking AM radio to the neighborhood… I of course didn’t know this because being under 1000 years old I don’t listen to AM radio, and even if I did I would listen to it on a digital radio… So I have just spent money, I don’t have, to replace my modem, so people can listen to talk radio… The only bright side to this gross invasion of my house, late making and expensive event is that now I can cross another item off my bucket list… Along with zipping through an airport on the golf cart thing, I wanted a Christian Slater moment… Nothing specific, arrested after a car chase, arrested over a firearm offense on a plane or maybe something from a movie… So today was my “Pump up the volume” moment…

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